Phsyco vampire

Feel like iam stoned
Just very a while unknown
Getting deaf,dumb and blind just drowing in despair
Don't see the distance,see the way I did
I'm just trying to draw the line,to keep the door stay open
And cause I am that close to the door so I can hear what you've said

I have a question,"are you better than me?"
I never cared much about rules but I did want to be okay
Well iam not the best but I'd be the first you'll asking for help